kewlboxx:

It is strange being in a crowd where no one knows your face or cares for your purpose. I always feel lost and I do not like it. I feel alone. I had always thought that I was fine with being alone around the crowd. I was awkward, geeky, and shy. So I ate alone, telling myself that it was fine and just deal with it while I watched other people have normal conversations with their friends. And then, one day, I feel so bored; that I can’t take this anymore so I go outside of my box and get mingle with others. “I can’t be alone in the crowd.”